Friday 2 November 2012

A letter so precious...

Ethrayum priyappetta pankiyacchanu,

Hello... Santhoshatthinite sathwaartha! Pankiyacchante ee makalude jeevithatthile ettavum mahathwameriya dhivasam December 6th 2008 Saturday! 4 P.M. jnaan veettilottezhuthunnathinu mumbe, aadhyam ezhuthunnathu pankiyacchanaanu./ Pankiyaccha, innu enikku parayaan pattum pankiyacchante Hema extra ordinary girl aanennu.! Jnaan orikkalum karuthiyilla, naadodiyum, vaayaadiyum "udhaaramathiyaaya swaartha" (ee word ormayundo? pankiyacchan thanne enne visheshippicchathu) yumaaya, hema, ellaam vittu ellaa koottukaareyum vittu, krooshithanaaya yesuvinte swanthamaakumennu!

Oru puthiya jeevitham labicchamaathiriyundu enikku. Ororo sannarbam varumpozhum jnaan pankiyacchane orkkaarundu, especially when i use water more than its need, when i eat mixture with rice, when i drink black coffee, when i see the slipper in blue which have no bottom etc.  I remember I learnt the parts of speech first from you father as well as the speech of love, the values of life. I know if i had the vocation means, the seed has sown by you pankiyacchaa... So all the credit and thanks goes to you pankiyacchaa, when i stand before the altar.

I am not at all finding difficulty in practicing poverty - because in me, long before, the love for poverty was grown. I still remember the shirt which has not ironed and rolling behind the last portion of the shirt!!

pankiyacchaa you know, innu enikku parayaan pattum now the person whom i share most is mummy. She writes beautiful letters with so much love!! When i read her letters, i wanted to cut and send to you. I never thought i will gain her in my life. See pankiyacchaa, am i not extra ordinary?

Pankiyaccha, i thank God for the great gift of pankiyacchan in my life, especially for those my childhood days.taught me how to comb my hair, how to put buttons in my shirt, how to cut the nails in time especially how not to talk hidingly while attending Mass, above all pankiyacchan taught me to love, to be sincere, to stand for the truth, to respect relationship and to respect the poor This all is a wealth for me now to love God and others without counting the cost.

Religious life seems to be very challenging at the same time thrilling. Challenging in the sense that stand alone in midst of trials and say 'no' to myself moment by moment, thrilling means to devout myself selflessly to the works of charity and experiencing God's tender love and healing more closely.

Krooshithanaaya Yesukristhuvinodoppam vivaahavethiyilottu kaaledutthu vaikkumbol pankiyacchante aathmeeya saannithyam ennodoppam undaakumennu jnaan urappaayum vishwasikkunnu. Ee prathyeka dhanya nimishatthil anugrahatthinaayi thalakunicchukondu
       
                                                                                   Otthiri snehatthode.
                                                                                    pankiyacchante Hemamol.

P.S: I wish Panky acchan could come that day. Pray for me/ (but if it is not possible, it is ok,) specially and bless me...

I do not know Panky acchan is able to come for my Profession or not. I kow it is so difficult and costing. So i accept it.

[sent through her mother, Jecintha teacher on 3rd December 2008. Whenever i read it tears of joy rolls down... Thank You Hema mol...}

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